I was told so many stories And I kept em in my stomach Lies or truth Fake smiles or blood money A lost cause at a loss for words Trying to keep my tone down what im sayings absurd Unusual, the context unique Buried in the depths of metaphorical speech A hidden message Pull the infinite strings Reconnect the ends and pretend to justify the means Parallel were readin the same page Turn days into literature simple as loose change It was perfect or at least thats what I'm told Courage is dead spendin my life fearing the cold I was useless feelin like dead weight Plain as day introducing with hand shakes Originality was spread accross the board Intricate self worth im searching for more I swear rain doesn't fall on my feilds It takes a drought to avoid all the secrets that I concealed Hidden within dust covered land behind the city The street lights are dim and the fog is always walking with me Its nothin new My eyes adjusted to the scene Flickering on and off its just the daily routine I grab a hold of time force it not to leave The weeds grow sporadic and my home is where im quarantined Thinkin less Move the top to where the fewer rest Given all I got to breath life to the common sense Movin the top to where the fewer rest Given all I got to breath life to your silhouette Each one of us has our own destiny A place where we come from and a place where were goin Sometimes what we see or touch might be rough or riged Like a Wax Painting of Sound stretched to fill the holes in the life we been livin And each one of us has a story Different plots intertwined and connected We pass in the street but all we notice are the vibes that are reflected Question is do we take or deflect It seems heavy But when I wrote my hands were steady The whites of his eyes seen from the paper till I was ready Frustration became more common than being calm And outcasts walked in the motion of every song Till it fades I washed away the shades of color Peeled back the winter bringing light to my summer I spent the longest time tryna decide on who to be My destiny manifests my minds in the open sea See I feel better when im alone Escaped my own past in creation of time zones I flipped see my eyes focus on every trip Reaching for the sky becomes harder with every hit Till it clears The smoke settles on all my fears Rain drops and covers the remains of every tear that I flipped See my eyes focus on every trip Reachin for sky the becomes harder with every hit